Nineteen years of existence and I know there’s still a lot to learn. I know that life has been really temperamental for me or maybe it’s just because I am still adjusting to the adult life. All in all, life has been good and I’ve been enjoying it for quite some time now. I have always wanted to share my life to people but I was afraid that I am not interesting enough to waste time for. I know I am not really a good expressionist and I tend to clam up most of the time. Conversations for me are never easy unless I know I am real familiar with the area and I say I have trust issues when the truth is I trust people easily and much more. I love how life is working and God designing every little circumstance because I know that in the end, all the good will prevail. I have always wanted to be a good girl but I have silly friends and I know I sometimes act like them. I love people but I don’t know how to show them. See? This is the biggest problem. I’ve learned that life and people are interconnected. Certain happenings in life lead us to meeting this kind of person and finding out something about you. That person might hurt you, love you or just disappear before even saying goodbye. Life is full of drama. Imagine crying when you’re still young for petty things and still do even until you’re eight. Then those little trivial moments just come out us that, petty. When you encounter your first breakup you found out how it hurts big time like your heart is about to burst. When you get married, those things turned out to be laughing matters that make us laugh during dinnertime. People survived. It’s the truth that we never realize. The things that we thought would kill us even made us stronger (sorry for the cliché).
Yes, I am nineteen and there’s still a lot to learn but I just love chronicling moments in life where I’ve learned. Since, life is short and there’s no formula for enjoying it I am just planning to be myself. Let’s plan to be ourselves! Cheers to people who knows how to be true, stay that way.
Dear Readers,
Thank you so much for reading my posts. I know some of you read my blog for Christian-themed posts but the truth is I don’t necessarily write stuff that is like that. I write about what I learned and I realized that God is there all the time. My life has been good and I am planning to continue to live like this until God tells me to stop. So, come on. Let’s all be ourselves that God wants us to be. I love you all and I will write even there’s no one reading. Greet me Happy 19th! Let’s live!
Sincerely yours,
Oleen D.
Inlove! 